why why why .... how how how

I used to wonder how people sat in a corner of a dark room and cried all day. I used to be the kind of person who laughed at those people who did that. I used to wonder how they could not wake up every day and thank God for the wonderful gifts that he gave humanity and then it happened. My entire world came crashing down in one big bang. I suddenly lost everything I had. My eyes turned into stone, my skin grew yellow like i had jaundice. Suddenly I went from being fun loving party girl to poor little depressed girl. How did my life suddenly change? How am i suddenly taken into this world that is black? How am I not able to get out of this dark corner of my room?

In the dark corner of my room I sit with songs playing that remind me of the moments when I was happy. What is the deal with the human race when we have something why cant we be happy with it? Why do we always have to loose something to realize the worth of it? We take so many things for granted. So now I wonder am i taking this depression for granted. Should I feel happy about it?