Only Two Legs :(

Old friends .....

We leave a lot of our friends behind and move on ... move to a different city, move to a different work environment, move to a different school... whatever it might be ...WE MOVE ON ....

As I come back to the place I once grew up, as i come back to the people that I knew for more than half my life .... I feel like something has changed but at the same time hasnt... its a weird feeling of knowing that the people care for me deeply but at the same time .... times have changed

As i cheers with my old friends ....to still being the best of friends ....i feel a bit of nostalgia .... I am not lying to them ...they are my closest friends ...they know me the best .... but at the same time I feel like I have been the one who has changed ...Maybe I just miss the people who I have left behind.... I think thats what it is ... I MISS HOME (I dont know what home is anymore and I dont think I ll have a concept of home for a long time


I am stuck in two countries at the same time ... as i leave to the other place i miss the one left behind and the people left behind .... will i ever be okay??? will i always have both my feet planted in two countries .... i cant move to more than two countries because i dont have more than two feet .... and i dont think I have the emotional capability to do that ....